Bob head

It was a hot Sunday afternoon. I was in ah ma’s house. And most of all I wanted a hair cut. So, I did it. The hair stylist clarified wiv me a few times b4 I finally assured her 2 go ahead and cut my hair. I knew its time 4 me 2 do it. I hv been keeping long hair since form six, the year tat taught me the meaning of betrayal, trust, death and most of all, love. And so, aft 6 years, I’m back 2 the same hairstyle tat I had wen I was 7.

The result was somehow surprising. Everybd; my family, friends and colleagues all agreed tat I look good in it. Some even said I shud hv done it since da the day I felt tired of hving long hair, while struggling from hair loss. Although the hair stylist told me I’m more suitable in long hair, yet, its time for me 2 make a change. Aft all, it will grow again. I think.

The forbidden kingdom

U know wen u r watching a bloody disappointing asian film just bcos u r craving 4 one, u’ll tried yr best 2 look 4 any good points 2 persuade yrself tat well, it is not TAT bad after all. And, I guess it helps wen I did actually remember distinctly one of the lines in the film. No matter how I doubt in myself or the future, I will always remember tat there’s still one thing 4 me 2 do, breath.

Unbelievable………..

It was a surprise indeed to meet prince 0.5 on msn. I guess I didn’t chat wiv him since I came back from oz, or, I chose not to. And of cos, wen I chose 2 talk 2 him, tat means I chose 2 show the part of me tat I hardly reveal to others. Not tat he cud understand (I doubt he cud anyways), just tat besides my family, I hv no fear or hesitation in showing him who I really am, well, aft all, we knew each other even b4 our mothers bcome best frens.
And so, the moment came wen I told him it was really unbelievable 2 feel breathless & the pain in me for a person tat hv not met for almost 2 years; just as it was unbelievable 2 start from scratch back here and leave the life in oz , as though I didn’t leave here in the 1st place.
And of cos, it was also unbelievable 2 know tat prince 0.5 has changed too. I remembered back in lower secondary, he did something tat I cud hardly accept. Tat was the 1st time I realise ppl change, esp those who r around u. This time, I accepted it cos I think it is necessary, the same goes 2 myself.

Prince 0.5 asked me if I hv done my best 2 win the guy I wanted. Well, yes. but if I really hv any minor regrets, I think I wud ask the last question tat I hv wanted 2 ask when he looked at me tiredly : can I take a closer look again, just like what I hv done in uni? I just wanna know the colour of your eyes.

And of cos, I didn’t ask tat.