Asking Questions

i'm not a child who is inquisitive
it is always those ppl around me who ask the right questions
pretty simple
i don't think as fast as others do

during the best years in my life
i started hving doubts on wat i hv been learning
how come it is totally different from what i used 2 understand
why izzit far more than the opposite from the ones that i believe for years
everything seems shaky which spells fear in me
i hv no idea wat is the right thing 2 grasp on
i started asking quite a couple of questions
& get more confuse, depress & helpless

lately, i was told that
asking too many questions in relationship
might be the main reason of failures
although it shows the lack of confidence
feeling insecure is how i face the world
it might not be the right way 2 enjoy life
but i guess, i'll live wiv it, for now