Lately

things seemed to be getting out of control
its tiring ..again, mentally
so, I decided to just, observe

at times, I 'm thinking,
izzit enough so far?
One of the skills that I have gained in the last 6 months
generating money for a campaign/programme
sounds great, but complicated
I managed to hit the the target that I set for myself
it felt different to be able to that
to convince ppl that, the money that u contribute is worthwhile
bla bla & bla

I never know I am able to do that
aft all, PR has always been my last option
being persuasive is not my strength
but, I need that.
I know I need this skill.

Not marketing, but the persuasive skill to generate money
the skill of packaging something in the name of branding
dr pradip has always mentioned that
there r many civil groups world wide
having positve intentions but poor maintenance
one of them is financial prob
cos none of them seems 2 know how 2 generate money
even a communication lecturer who hv passion in her teachings
need the basics to start off her minor campaign in school

so, I told myself, this is y I stay in this job now
to learn the ways of generating money
by using A&P
I hope this skill can b used
wen the day comes
the day wen my dream comes true
a dream which sounds real far from reality
but I want it 2 happen
so that I can finally reply to those
& say
this is the main reason y I shifted to events line
yet, I hv not forgotten my passion

I hope that day will come
the day wen I can finally say that