Wheel of events & happenings!
aft hving a chat wiv mom y'day, i felt a whole lot better! i really needed it man! esp when there's so many mishap that occured 2 ppl around me, those that i cared....
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for mooncake girl, i pray & pray and pray! hope u r strong in facing the downturn in yr family. realy sorry i woke u up in such an embarrassing call that morning..cos i was afraid that it might b improper...yet gain, my desire 2 do so is broken loose... hope i didn;t scared aunty cos she was so surprised when she knew i called...hoho..paise...
mooncake fest is around the corner, & again it reminded me of u & yr famly. although its easy 4 me 2 say ignore those so called relatives, still its yr life, don;t let them dictate yr emotion. i came from a big family as well, and i DO understand....
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for prince 0.5, i'll put it this way. its natural that u r fear of the responses given by yr ex (or is she still yr gf, depends on u again on yr definition). u r not sure of what the heck that's ahead. still, avoding is worse than making the wrong decision. do what yr heart & mind tells u. cos this time, i hv no idea what i shud say wen u asked me that question, it just gave me the feeling that: sigh! u r back 2 the hole again, and in future, u'll jump on it again & again &again..... being a fren that hv known u for years, i felt angry towards how other ppl can manipulate u in such ways, but 2 b fair, its what u've chosen. there's many ways in loving a person. u can choose a way that'll make u miserable OR u can choose a way that's leading u 2 paradise. hving thought that, i won't blame that person, cos its u the one who've decided.
usually, wen frens r hving relationship probs, i;ll say: think what u yr self and BOTH of u hv done that hv resulted in what it is today... do u wanna split or continue 2 work on it? but there r also times i told frens, enuf is enuf. quit is perhaps not the best option, but its a decision that requires courage ... unless of course u wanna turn back in future. either way, if that's the way u'll b happy, go ahead man. that's how u learn, grow and live.
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for myself, thanks 2 mom! nobd knows better than mothers! indeed. and i admitted when mom said > u used 2 b that kinda person when the more other ppl want u 2 do something the more u'll head towards the opposite way. indeed, BUT, that's just part of it la. anyways, 2 b fair 2 myself, i'll reconsider the advice given by uncle, cos i understand that, he cares, just that its not the way i wanted it. but i'll still listen and think about it, k?
looking back at those tarot cards that i've got, i hope i can utilise them & keep myself moving on. i hv what i need already, next is taking action and putting it IN THE RIGHT place! zendagi migzara... d(^_^)b
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for mooncake girl, i pray & pray and pray! hope u r strong in facing the downturn in yr family. realy sorry i woke u up in such an embarrassing call that morning..cos i was afraid that it might b improper...yet gain, my desire 2 do so is broken loose... hope i didn;t scared aunty cos she was so surprised when she knew i called...hoho..paise...
mooncake fest is around the corner, & again it reminded me of u & yr famly. although its easy 4 me 2 say ignore those so called relatives, still its yr life, don;t let them dictate yr emotion. i came from a big family as well, and i DO understand....
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for prince 0.5, i'll put it this way. its natural that u r fear of the responses given by yr ex (or is she still yr gf, depends on u again on yr definition). u r not sure of what the heck that's ahead. still, avoding is worse than making the wrong decision. do what yr heart & mind tells u. cos this time, i hv no idea what i shud say wen u asked me that question, it just gave me the feeling that: sigh! u r back 2 the hole again, and in future, u'll jump on it again & again &again..... being a fren that hv known u for years, i felt angry towards how other ppl can manipulate u in such ways, but 2 b fair, its what u've chosen. there's many ways in loving a person. u can choose a way that'll make u miserable OR u can choose a way that's leading u 2 paradise. hving thought that, i won't blame that person, cos its u the one who've decided.
usually, wen frens r hving relationship probs, i;ll say: think what u yr self and BOTH of u hv done that hv resulted in what it is today... do u wanna split or continue 2 work on it? but there r also times i told frens, enuf is enuf. quit is perhaps not the best option, but its a decision that requires courage ... unless of course u wanna turn back in future. either way, if that's the way u'll b happy, go ahead man. that's how u learn, grow and live.
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for myself, thanks 2 mom! nobd knows better than mothers! indeed. and i admitted when mom said > u used 2 b that kinda person when the more other ppl want u 2 do something the more u'll head towards the opposite way. indeed, BUT, that's just part of it la. anyways, 2 b fair 2 myself, i'll reconsider the advice given by uncle, cos i understand that, he cares, just that its not the way i wanted it. but i'll still listen and think about it, k?
looking back at those tarot cards that i've got, i hope i can utilise them & keep myself moving on. i hv what i need already, next is taking action and putting it IN THE RIGHT place! zendagi migzara... d(^_^)b
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