Is there a change? Yes, I think so…
In 2006 March, I think I shud b bz dealing with the campus students newspapers while planning my way for further studies. Sleeping only 3-4 hrs per day I guess, spending most of the time in the news lab. If I was lucky, I wud sneak out and watch a movie, or hv my favourite extra hot noodle and asam limau drink (). Discussed with frens, lecturers, family and ppl that I wanna meet to try & find out what the heck I want in life. Always felt exhausted, stressful and pessimistic of what I can do in future.
In 2007 March, I was bz working part time and struggling my way through the 2nd sem. in my postgrad. studies. Roughly this time I guess the apartment’s kitchen caught a fire while I was away. And it was also at this time I enjoyed cooking soup and get bern and the rest over to try it on Sundays. Confused about the organizational change paper, enjoyed the TV studies paper, while getting bored and sleepy in qualitative stats lessons. Always planned ahead for the next day’s cooking menu and what I wanna do. Don’t quite know what I can achieve but felt there r alternatives.
In 2008 March, I just got started in my new job. Learning while working my way through the probation period. Bz with the work routine, felt I stretched my body aft coming back from Yoga classes and aerobics, while wondering what kinda books/magz I can buy when I get my next salary. Get humoured all day by the colleagues, esp Mdm Daring. Thinking its time for me to do a pap smear test, instead of saying yes to mom’s arrangement for a meet-this-guy-first-and-it’s-not-meant –for-commitment date. Not sure if I can pass the probation period but certain that there’s a lot for me to look forward to.
There’s one thing in common in these 3 years. Ppl around me say I’m siao when they think:
2006: hving a degree and some practical experience I wud b able to at least get a job.
2007: buying groceries like an ah so and putting some so much emphasis on food is unusual for a 24-year old.
2008: passing probation period is as easy as not getting a bus in KL.
Well, whatever it is la, wenever ppl think my life is easier, I know its NOT. The effort I put in to make myself settle down and get used to it is… hard 2 describe in words. My hope is that, I wud still b able 2 recall what I hv done in my later stage of life.
In 2007 March, I was bz working part time and struggling my way through the 2nd sem. in my postgrad. studies. Roughly this time I guess the apartment’s kitchen caught a fire while I was away. And it was also at this time I enjoyed cooking soup and get bern and the rest over to try it on Sundays. Confused about the organizational change paper, enjoyed the TV studies paper, while getting bored and sleepy in qualitative stats lessons. Always planned ahead for the next day’s cooking menu and what I wanna do. Don’t quite know what I can achieve but felt there r alternatives.
In 2008 March, I just got started in my new job. Learning while working my way through the probation period. Bz with the work routine, felt I stretched my body aft coming back from Yoga classes and aerobics, while wondering what kinda books/magz I can buy when I get my next salary. Get humoured all day by the colleagues, esp Mdm Daring. Thinking its time for me to do a pap smear test, instead of saying yes to mom’s arrangement for a meet-this-guy-first-and-it’s-not-meant –for-commitment date. Not sure if I can pass the probation period but certain that there’s a lot for me to look forward to.
There’s one thing in common in these 3 years. Ppl around me say I’m siao when they think:
2006: hving a degree and some practical experience I wud b able to at least get a job.
2007: buying groceries like an ah so and putting some so much emphasis on food is unusual for a 24-year old.
2008: passing probation period is as easy as not getting a bus in KL.
Well, whatever it is la, wenever ppl think my life is easier, I know its NOT. The effort I put in to make myself settle down and get used to it is… hard 2 describe in words. My hope is that, I wud still b able 2 recall what I hv done in my later stage of life.
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