7/30/2008

答案

我找到了,终于!在一个不用加班的星期六,没有开会,很幸运地挤上火车,反常地在中午抵家的一天。

我一面喝着久久才犒赏自己的 ”参“,一面告诉刀马旦最近在公司里的点点滴滴。然后,答案冒出来了!原来,自己的决定是有原因的。哇哈!之前的挣扎与犹豫没白过,我终于搞清楚自己的决择。

感谢恩师的提点,让我知道每个环境都有各自的游戏规则和定律。
呼!还有很多要学习呢!也许,在过程中我会变成另一种人。搞不好我会中途放弃。然而感觉上,我又离梦想更近了。
我,坚信这一点。

打招呼

我一直不明白为何有些人在工作时碰见旧识,宁愿装不认识也不愿打个招呼。
直到最近遇见一个学妹,让我改观。

明明不是我的工作范围,就算三更半夜致电给我,我也帮不上忙啦!
这证明了,我们果然不熟!要不然,我不管多累都会尽力,且毫无怨言。
记住了,半生不熟的人在工作时间后打来,一律不接!

7/09/2008

Far

Wen ah pao informed me that i was invited 2 the forum/conference, i wasn't quite sure what was that feeling inside me. i'm not overwhelmed, nor am i surprised. cos, 2 b frank, wen i sent in the thesis 2 LK, i was thinking if she'll b dissapointed of wat i hv done.

she might b saying, this is simplictic, what justification do u hv?

yet, at the same time, i just can't help being curious, so, this is me loh! i might hv done a silly topic which is totally different from my major, but it was my choice aft all.
i utilised what i've learnt in it. and i spent my time & whatever is left in my head.
until the stage when i worked along the breezy wind in late mid-nite, in the midst of the morning sun while it rose. alone, in a journey which is totally alone.

dunno y, those life seems so far away although it was just less than a year.
somehow, i think i know that, i wud not b heading 2 that route of seeking knowledge.
at least, not now.

ARCHIDEX 08

This is the exhibition which made me lose 2kg in 4 days. And, this time, its gonna b a bit different as the clients r no longer business-minded home décor industry players that emphasize on increasing on-site sales volume in homedec or eccentric scientist/inventors/scholars that stressed the importance of their title wiv the dr. or ir. B4 their names in ITEX.

4 this round, its gonna b those arrogant group of ppl who labelled themselves as professionals, such as architects, interior designers, developers, qs, and the list goes on. N so, I’ve been forewarned the way they work and their expectations on others at work. It doesn’t comes ez wen they (ok la, 2 b fair, not all r like tat, but so far it’s the majority, which include their exec/secretaries) r impatient plus they expect ppl who r not in their group 2 serve them from head 2 toe, and, surprisingly, they r similar 2 ppl who work in the fine arts, of which they r highly emotional.

Being highly educated (oh-uh, I just can’t stop grinning!) does not give one the right 2 b superior in the society. It just reminded me of some lecturers that I hv met or known personally. No matter how enjoyable it was 2 b in their lecture, at the end of the day, I always felt some r hardly approachable. they always put themselves in the group which is not categorised under public, although it was said tat scholars work closely wiv the public. This is again, my own stereotype.

So, wen there r ppl who r not willing 2 follow instructions just bcos they claimed themselves as ceos/principals/renowned personnel that shud deserve better services as compared 2 others, I always review my definition on professionals & what professionalism is all about.

Perhaps, it was my fault. I shud hv known that they, r humans aft all.
Just that I can’t help 2 feel disappointed wen differentiation of class exist, even in the minds of ppl who r highly educated.